Loosing Weight

Loosing weight is always the most important to any girl, (and if its not, she's most likely lying). No matter what it't the number one thing on any girls mind. You put anything into your mouth and your probably thinking "oh god, how many calories did I just eat?" you go to the gym and you think "yea I just burned like 700 calories." Even though you may think about it a lot you can't let it consume your life. Yes worry about the kinds of food you are putting into your body, your stomach should not be a waste basket. But don't let it control you everyday of your life. Eat well, eat healthy and live longer... But have a little slip up every once and while and eat something delicious (not saying healthy food isn't delicious because it usually is) but eat some cake or some cookies !

The Gym

Going to the gym might feel like the chore to some people. You might wake up in the morning and go "ugh I really should go to the gym... buuuuuttt I wont." For me, the gym is like a release something that helps me get through day to day. I have had those slumps where I just don't want to go and I end up not working out for months at a time, then something in me just feels the need to go to the gym and workout and once I get started doing that again I can't stop. Right now I go to the gym 6 days a week usually around 6:30AM. I wake up feeling more energized and I get my day started earlier, although it might seem horrible to get up that early when you get your body used to it its actually so easy! You feel good coming home knowing you have gotten more done before 8:30 than some people get done in the whole day. It also makes it a lot easier to fall asleep at night which is a plus ! Although you have so much going on with school and work it seems like the gym helps you deal with all that stress, its an hour and half that you have to yourself with nothing weighing you down and just doing what you want to do and in the end it makes your mind stronger and your body. Living a healthy lifestyle can help you in many ways, time management skills can be worked on because you have to find time to go to the gym in between whatever else you have going on. You feel mentally stable if you might not feel that way day to day before, you also feel energized which makes it easier to get work done that might have been weighing you down before. If I didn't have the gym I think this school year would have driven me insane by now, I am fully great full that I have this body that helps me work out and get things done everyday.

Life

Theres somethings in life you just tend not to deal with on a day to day basis. Some things you would just rather leave and hope they get figured out on themselves, but those things are usually the things that weigh on you the most. Theres this problem that I have weighing on me and making me go crazy... How do I tell someone your leaving and not coming back? Tell them that the time you spent with them was the worst 2 years of your life, that they treat you like they are on top and your of course always on the bottom, that you never want to speak to or see them again? I don't know how to tell a roommate something like that... I don't feel bad for wanting to say these things because they are true feelings, I don't feel like i shouldn't say them because I want her to know she has been the worst person to me and has actually made my life so unhappy I have to leave every weekend just to feel like I'm not the scum of the earth. The way that people think no one else in their life matters except for them and oh can't forget about the precious boyfriend, you spend all your time just worrying about those two people and you loose a lot of good people that would have been there for you no matter what. Well now instead instead of having more people in your life all you have is him. and eventually (I say this with 100% honesty) you will need that person that you treated like shit, you'll sit there and you'll say "damn... I wish she was still here" and I wont be because i'm not letting you out of everyone make me feel bad about myself anymore.

Anyways.... All in all the roommate situation is the worst thing ever. Should have just gotten a place to myself, at least then I would have been able to sleep through the nights.